You Think I Would Be Used to Letdowns By Now....

Right now I feel disappointed to say the least. I was really expecting to go. I really thought some plans would work out, but like always, it slaps me in the face. I really hope I can go tomorrow, but hell if that will happen. I know I seem angry now, but that feeling will go away. So what are plans for this Friday night? My parents going out to a concert,while I stay home and bore myself to death online. I know after I go to college my life will be more interesting, but for now it is just same old. I know that's my fault for not learning to drive soon enough, but still, it hurts when you feel like you can never get out. Sorry for this "oh feel sorry for Cilla " post, but I just need to get that out of my system.