And another year comes along...

I want to start off the new year right....

I'm falling in love with movies all over again....

Hopefully everything will work out greatly..........

Who's staying up tonight? I am!

Wheee

I shall visit mo-high tomorrow

Can't wait!

WHOO WOOO

I am a lover of cheese

Well anyway I am looking forward to Tin's party, x-mas eve, and Christmas !!!!!


To the Montclair High seniors, I shall visit you guys Friday, muahahaha

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My life is boring...that is all.

Love....

I will love to go Christmas shopping, and I will tomorrow.....YAY

I'M FREEEEEE

How's it going everyone.... I am freee for three weeks, who wants to go out and have fun?!?!?!?!


Blog now to be updated daily


And Suk, when you start break, me want a layout...thanks!!!

Goodbye to...

Well since I have finals in a week, I have made the decision to only go online for school related reasons. I will not sign on aim that much for the next two weeks, nor will I go on blogger, or any blog site to read about your lives for a pretty long time. What does this mean? You will pretty much not hear from me in the next two weeks.

I hope I can do good on my finals

How is it...

How is it you can be completely drained one day, and feel brand new another?

I dunno how I can explain that, but I feel great again.

Whatever happens on finals, I know I tried my best.

Whatever happens at school, I am happy to be going there.

Most of all, I love my family and friends who are there for me.

Love ya everyone!!

Blah...

I have a Physics Mid-Term at 12 p.m. today, pray for my soul.

Suk....

MAKE ME A LAYOUT!!

That is all

So...

I am at the library right now, not the one with the dude that got the taser right to his stomach five times. That was an interesting story, but yea.

I should really be reading, but I was falling asleep so I took a break.

I can't wait till thanksgiving break.

Who wants to come over for Christmas eve? I can have some friends over, yay!

I want ice cream, I should go get some.

Maybe a cookie?

I had an organic sandwich today, what a waste of five bucks.

Well I am going to get my ice cream, and come back to read some more, yay!

Wheeee

So who wants to go on a tour to UCLA during the winter break?

Hello Again My Loves

I know I haven't written in awhile, I just feel like everything has been repeating itself, and it makes me blah. Yea, I know the last post was weird, but I still in some ways feel that way. I think I just need to get my head straight. Well more updates to come later.

You Think...

Do you think I'm strong?

Do you think I'm beautiful?

Do you think I'm smart?


Why do I ask? It's because I don't see myself as any of those. No matter how hard I tried over the years, I just end up feeling worthless.

I know God cares, my family cares, my friends care, but why can't I?

Why is it so hard for me to love myself? It's because I haven't let myself yet.

I AM WRITING AGAIN!

So yea, I know, I haven't written for awhile. Last week I really feel like writing. Last week was a low for me. People were making me sick, I started crying on Friday just because I couldn't take it. Some people still make me sick, but hey that's life. Anyway, this week has been a lot better, but there has been a shit load of work. At least I am getting my work done. Well anyway, one thing I can't get out of my mind, guys. I just want to find one guy I can connect with. I thought going to college I could find one person , but most guys tend to annoy me, I wish I could find one guy friend. Well anyway I'll update Sunday , bye for now.

sO....

I am lazy, therefore I don't write many blogs, one to come tonight

The Super Long My First Week in College Report

So yea, I was very grumpy yesterday, so I will write about my first week of college in great detail. SO HERE WE GO!!!!

-On Monday:I went to Jumba Juice with Jeanie and some girl named Christina, then we went to so activities fair. The fair was cool because I got free stuff, but other then that, I really didn't see a club that interested me. I'm thinking about joining a Latin club, but I'm not sure. I'll join Circle K (college version of Key Club) later on. It was pretty funny tho, because Jeanie and me kept getting stopped by people who gave us flyer's to various Christian clubs, and Jeanie said "I should wear a name tag that says "Hi, I'm Jeanie, and I'm a Buddhist" Funny stuff man. I had to pick up my books which was a pain to carry around all the time, really annoying. The hill on the way to our dorm sucks sooooooo much. Later on we went to a Welcome for new Freshmen, and got some food after. It was a pretty good day.

-On Tuesday: I have no idea where we went now,muhahahaha. Well it was pretty much a lazy day, until the sale at the UCLA store happened. It was 20% off everything in the whole freakin store, so the line was FREAKIN LONG. I got a brand new UCLA sweater and was happy to get it 10 dollars off. I also watched House, thanks to this one girl Ashley who lives on our floor letting me and Jeanie watch it. All I got to say about that show is : WTF is up with that girl?

-On Wednesday: I went to get a book, went a bit crazy, and help Jeanie find another class to take after she found out she couldn't take the one Chem class. Oh by the way, it took 2 HOURS to find a class.

-On Thursday: Went to my very first college class, that was fun. Colonial Latin America seems interesting, just a lot of reading like most classes. The professor plays Latin music before each class. I also saw the girl Ashley in the class, so we are gonna make a study group.

-On Friday: Had Physics, which met a nice person, and the professor reminded me of all the science teachers I ever had before. The discussion was cool too.

So that was my week, now I have to go to a floor meeting,then read for my classes.


Yay College

College: More freedom, more stress

I decided to give weekly updates about how school is going for the fact I just don't feel like writing. I might later, but I really don't want to. Damnit, I'm hungry, but I don't feel like going down stairs and getting some food. I am soooo hungry right now, I can't wait til dinner. Yea, thats not an good update so let me write about the week starting with sunday. On sunday I was really excited to move in but a bit worried. My dad kepy getting impatient when the moving process even if it was really quick. I first saw Jeanie in the dorm when I moved in and hugged my parents and they left. Then I had to move all my stuff and that was okay.

So for the rest of the week, I'll get to it later, I kinda feel like sleeping, damnit so hungry.

Stressed!!

Man everything seems to stress me out more and more. Its not just payments for school,its that feeling of being lonely.I don't want to feel lonely,but you can't force things. Grrr

Now Thats a Great Idea

Skillawashere88: i shall be leader one day
Skillawashere88: and i will have a no fuck policy
little beshi: that'll be awesome
little beshi: lol
Skillawashere88: you dont fuck with our land
Skillawashere88: we wont fuck with yours
little beshi: that's right! yup!
Skillawashere88: i would have to change the land
Skillawashere88: the name
Skillawashere88: i mean
little beshi: hahahha
little beshi: what name shall it be?
Skillawashere88: i dunno yet
Skillawashere88: the non interference policy
Skillawashere88: the NIP
Skillawashere88: LOL
little beshi: LOL NIP!!!
little beshi: XD
Skillawashere88: now that would be great
little beshi: and it's short too!!

Now thats funny

From Me to You....

Well what can I say? I have seem to fuck up again, and I am sorry. Know that I love you, and I for one should understand how important a dream can be to keep your spirit high.

One Week Until I'm a College Girl

Around this time next week, I will be on the freeway to go to move to UCLA. I am really looking forward to it, I really need to get out. Of course I love my parents, but moving out will be the best for me and my father. We just clash so much, that most of our talks end up with me leaving the room ready to cry. Time apart from him is best for both of us, and I am glad I am living in the dorms, and not at home.

Shake Your Laffy Taffy

Welcome to my completely random post , where I will post random thoughts of my mind. Many people know some stuff about me, others kind of do, well anyway here are some interesting facts about me. WARNING: Some of these facts might scare the crap out of you, too bad.

-Like many people , I have watched porn, that's all you need to know.
- Sometimes I am sick of hearing about people problems, but somehow I have a change of heart because, I do care too much about mostly everyone.
- I can't stand dubbed anything.
-I watch Indian movies, Korean dramas, and telenovelas.
-I tend to get into something, waste lots of money on it, then end up selling on eBay.
-Music is <3.
-I tend to be attracted to Asian guys.
-I like to dance in my room
-Want to buy something, buy it from me, I need the money for college.
-I like being random.
-I eat too much.
-I mostly watch old shows.
-I should read more.
-I speak Spanish horribly.
-I am part Mexican, French, and German.
-I would be nothing without my friends.
-I used to get nightmares from X-Flies when I was little.
-Like most people, I thought Powers Rangers were great.
-Other things scared me when I was little, like people with curly hair, clowns, and the Undertaker from wrestling.
-I need "me time" 30% of the time and going out the rest of the time, whether it be with friends or family.
-More to come later...

Drama Drama Drama

After a boring day like today I read different blogs my friends have, and I notice the drama they seem to have every day. Most of the seniors at Montclair High have the same shit to deal with as I did my Senior year. It just makes me think of how some say "once you go to college , you don't have to deal with immature people and the worries you had in high school". I don't know about you, but that sounds like a bit of bull shit to me. Of course a lot of the drama you have in high school is gone, but then you have new problems and a million things do deal with. The friends that have already started college say it is different, but have new problems. I am excited to deal with these new problems because like the t.v. show states "It's a different world from where you come from". Don't know the show "A Different World"? , well look it up yourself, I am too lazy to link it. Anyway, hopefully when I start college, I have more important things to worry about , and the drama level that everybody seems to have in college, is drama that I can deal with,like finishing a paper that is worth 20% your grade and you barely started the night before.

Note to self: don't be stupid enough to do the thing I last stated.

You Think I Would Be Used to Letdowns By Now....

Right now I feel disappointed to say the least. I was really expecting to go. I really thought some plans would work out, but like always, it slaps me in the face. I really hope I can go tomorrow, but hell if that will happen. I know I seem angry now, but that feeling will go away. So what are plans for this Friday night? My parents going out to a concert,while I stay home and bore myself to death online. I know after I go to college my life will be more interesting, but for now it is just same old. I know that's my fault for not learning to drive soon enough, but still, it hurts when you feel like you can never get out. Sorry for this "oh feel sorry for Cilla " post, but I just need to get that out of my system.

Back By Popular Demand

Well since people are interested in my blogs, I shall write what is on my mind. Today I went to visit Montclair High with Chris M. and Jeanie. It was fun but at the same time weird. Joey if you read this let me be of many to say YOUR WEIRD. It was very nice to see all my old teachers and my now senior friends. I will always think of them as juniors, jeez.
I have two weeks before I move in,and like always, I won't get that nervous feeling until I am there. Man its going to be soooo different and sooo much work. On the bright side, Mrs.Rhinehart said if I need help with my history class, she would.
So I haven't been to the fair since I was 12, so I need to go before I leave. Yes I know I can go since L.A. is not that far, but still. Anyway that's all for now.

I Don't Want the World to See me...

I read something interesting on myspace, most things posted on myspace are stupid, but this just stuck out in my mind...
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Boy: What?

Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you.

Boy: Ok...

Girl: What do you mean "ok"?

Boy: I don't like you like that...

Girl: Why not?

Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time...

From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the girl got fed up.

Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me!

Boy: Do you really wanna know why?

Girl: Yes!

Boy: It's because you're uglier than ANYTHING! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?!

Girl: But... I...

Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone!

The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings.

Girl: Hello?

Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work in a few hours.

Girl: Alright Mom.

Mom: I love you.

Girl: I love you too, Mom.

Mom: Bye Bye.

Girl: Bye

The girl heads home and once she got there, she went in the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror.

Girl: I'm not pretty enough...

She set to work, knowing fully well what she was going to do. 2 hours later, her Mom came home and heard the bath water running. She went upstairs to find the hallway flooded so she knocked on the door.

Mom: Honey? Are you alright?

She opened the door and was shocked at the site. The bath was overflowing onto the floor, and the water was tinted red. She walked over to see what was inside and screamed. There, her little girl was lying with cuts all over her face and wrists. Her Mom backed away and was going to run to call the police when something caught her eye. On the mirror, am I pretty enough now?

No one deserves to be told that by someone they love. If you find it messed up then forward this to everyone you know.

A person's appearance doesn't count. What counts is their heart inside of them and their personality. No one wants to be told they're not good enough...

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I love how it states "No one wants to be told they're not good enough..."

We all know how that statement is true , but EVERYONE is told they are not good enough one time or another. That is human nature, one can be kind then mean just like that. There have been few people I have meant that hasn't put down a single person because we all do it. Should we? Well it all depends, we are meant to have the freedom to say what we want, but we seem not to know how to control the hatred that seems to come out once in awhile. Whether it be looks, or the brain power of a person, we get put down all the time. So what can we do about it? Just think before you speak and remember this :we should never give a damn about one's opinions, as soon as we don't respond, those insults will go away. Will we never stop caring about what others think? No, like many things in this world, it is human nature.

One more thing, it sucks to be called ugly when your a girl, if your a guy there, trust me, don't say it to a female.

You Know What......

If you can bring me a lover, I will give you 20 bucks



This meaningless post was brought to you by the one and only Priscilla Hernandez

OMG I AM FINALLY WRITING SOMETHING

Well sorry for taking so long to post. Some people find my life interesting (you poor fools) , so why not write on here. Just to warn some of you new readers, I tend to rant A LOT so be prepared for crazy rants.
I move into UCLA on Sept. 24. I am feeling a mix of emotions. I am worried I will not complete. I am excited that I get to try something new. I am scared that it will just be too much for me. Notice how I worry too much? Yea, I always notice that. I know the work will be hard, but I rise to the occasion most of the time so lets hope my college life will not suck.
I will talk about college later,but I need to ask my readers a favor. Could someone please help me fix it help. You know I am talking to you Jeanie. If anyone could help, that would be great.Well I am off to write an email for a job I want in the Psychology Department. Working in the Psych. Department= A happy Priscilla.

Wheee

Now I made a new blog, I wonder when I will use it, whatever